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Here is what she told me. It started with rage. I was home alone and I looked out my window and noticed a police car outside. It turned out his business was being sued by the city.

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It was at that moment that I decided I was going to have an affair. I just wanted to do whatever I wanted.

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We both worked downtown so we found a coffee shop halfway between us. I remember trying on different outfits, taking forever to leave the house that morning.

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I thought about going into the restroom and waiting but when I looked up from my phone, he was. I found him very attractive, very charming.

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And I just felt. I felt like maybe that was being too clingy. I felt awful. I deleted my Ashley Madison app. I deleted all his messages.

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